tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67596370585134559912024-03-08T01:34:33.212-08:00Dizzyflame: discover, create, hybernateTHE LAST GENERATION: Journey into the mindarmychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.comBlogger65125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-60835077451683755132021-07-30T06:26:00.002-07:002021-07-30T06:26:27.535-07:00Zero Sum GameThe hand of time is merciless. I find myself now aged considerably. Decrepit and dulled by my own benevolent stupor. The sacrifice of youth laid bare to the brunt of my unperturbed sweaty exaltation. Pursuing temporary highs like a dumb fawn, unaware of the global catastrophe beckoned forth by my regretful<i> gaspiage</i>.
And so I call on to you dear reader, to note the sorrow that weighs heavily on the soul that has mourned for too many decades. A prison of my own mind, trapped under rising sands in the hourglass of self-abandonment. I know not where this will all lead. I am led by an invisible force that wants nothing and is blind. What a sham. I hope that the decades to come shall bestow something fresh to rejuvinate my thirst for life and pursuit of a profound freedom. Amen. See you in another decade.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-27176546943944082452013-05-19T17:09:00.000-07:002013-05-19T17:09:17.940-07:00FACEBOOK - a Faustian deceptionWell here it goes. The days have transformed into months. I awoke one morning and was startled... How did I get here? How does time mercilessly apprehend those of us who strive without hesitation to achieve our trivial goals. Alas, I sit here, inflated by a plate of steaming pasta and meatballs. As I reflect upon the days doings, the monotony of the streets, the predictability of the persons who traverse the streets, I am left in awe and very very much in wonder. For I have partaken in the lugubrious habits of the majority. It has driven me, sans doute, et non pas sans dote, to the very edge of my physical limitations prescribed to life as I perceived it around me.
My biggest issue takes on its morose form in the letters decorating the doleful, vacant, disturbing conjunction of syllabubs the world has ever witnessed. The utterance of which drives my back hairs to stand upon my spine, the very core of my soul shaking with utter distress- those letters, dare I write them upon the electronic form for which transmutation into being is denied the right, FACEBOOK.
Oh what sad years has the world seen, or has been denied from seeing due to this facade of social connection. Facebook is misleading, it is Faustian- a bargain of networking such that MEPHISTOPHELES HIMSELF might very well have been hiding beneath those hellish eyes of Mark Zuckerberg. His reward for zapping the life of millions of souls is a financial sum greater than pharaoh Tutankhamen's entire Egyptian kingdom, and yet the world stands silent. The world is equally at fault for not rejecting this EPIC TIME WASTING environment.
I have had enough of Facebook, and will happily resign my account. Thank you all for your patience, and I would only PRAY that you follow suit in nixing the abysmal dungeon of facelessbook. armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-29935103559158582082013-05-14T20:58:00.001-07:002013-05-14T20:58:47.047-07:00Once again the flame burns. Dazzling, dizzying flame. A cold night does not kill the energetic dance but rather seems to feed it, encouraging it to sing and flicker like a serpent's tongue. So strange, that the fuel feeds up into the rain drop flame with mechanical precision, maintaining its curvy body with such astonishing geometric symmetry, as if the language of God were coded into the expression of all matter, secretively held in the very shape of the burning orange light. armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-35195513833908055442012-07-29T13:16:00.000-07:002012-07-29T13:16:16.577-07:00The Flame at the end of the tunnelSometimes the light does not shine.... sometimes the darkness covers our eyes and blinds us from the clarity our weary minds yearn to see. In those moments of dulled senses and tired resolve, we must lock our gazes upon a single burning flame... When you've lived in a dark hell where the only thing you could trust was the purity of all colors- the colors which comprise of energy, the burning of colors of life- the shadows creep so horridly beyond everything that is suffuse of light, reminding us of the delicate and FINITE nature of a decaying happiness.
BUT!!! Why do all things decay? The transient passage of our bodies through the 4 dimensions is more fleeting than the instantaneous flash of warmth from a fire-fly. From the ultimate perspective- and really it is all about perspective- ones life is a solemn event. A flash- and few thousand beats of heart- and then into a place that no one knows, yet everyone will visit. What sensless irony? So if nothing more, eat some cake, watch a movie, and dwell deeply on perspective- maybe along the way you might discover how if perspective can insume the finite---- then with enough stretch of the imagination, the infite lies just beyond a single contemplation.
Let wisdom reign, and the fire of the mind burn into the night.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-1732004165342326902012-03-04T18:17:00.002-08:002012-03-04T18:38:16.086-08:00Making MistakesMistakes happen so that we can learn from them... What exactly are you supposed to do if you fall down and you decide, oh well, im a failure, I may as well stay down here where I belong.... NO F@#$#$^@ing way bro! You don't stay on the floor if you fall.... you get right the F back up and go about conquering the world.<br /><br />Right, so by this massively simplistic analogy, if you mess up at work, or in your life by not working out, doing something wrong for the first time, or just because of human error (we all mess up somewhere and somehow- it's how we learn!!! DUHHHH),<br />you need to treat it the same as when you fell... First off....<br /><br />Answer me this? If you fall down, why is your reaction to get up? WHat purpose does standing really serve you? If you answered survival, you would probably be right....<br />Let us refine this assertion some more. If our purpose is to survive, and by standing we are doing something that will help survive, should we just stop once we have achieved fully erect?!@ <br /><br />No, we go walking for some food. <br /><br />By this logic, we are acting in a way that not only puts us on a path to survival but we do it so that we can survive in the best possible way. <br /><br />We must currently define best: best being that which is more desirable or by opposing, that which is of a lesser of two negatives. <br /><br />In all interactions, humans must make both a prediction and a decision. Every moment the feedback loop is closed and we go about our lives, oblivious to these sub-routines of the unconscious sort. There for, there must be a logic by which we define our actions unconsciously to achieve a desired result- that of survival....The bigger question is who programs the end result?<br /><br />Ultimately, we both know the answer to this. You DECIDE your end result. It is easier to achieve the minimum then it is to thrive... However, which is the greater negative? Surviving minimally, or thriving with some effort.<br /><br />Is human effort and the expenditure of energy worse then say taking it easy.<br /><br />This is the greatest trick of the mind that must be overcome in order to truly understand ones potential and thrive rather then subsist.<br />Mastery of these mechanisms is the difference between a fantastic life and one of subdued happiness and perforated serenity. <br /><br />The difference that you have control over is the logic of the mind and the systems throgh which the logic is effected through. Your body is a machine. What you feed it and how you tone it will determine how effective it will be at effectuating your will.<br /><br />The Greeks believed in the link between a healthy body and a clear mind- the link has been proven by the scientific method and is beyond hypothesis. One must achieve a healthy body before one may attempt to stand back up.<br /><br />Equipped with a new machine, we now must program the logic controllers so that the machine can operate with the least amount of WILL POWER- that is to say will power is the expenditure of energy, and we must decide fast how to mitigate the electrical toll.<br /><br />One solution to the above supposition is to automate our actions so that will power takes the back seat to habit. Formulation of habit can optimize the body machine to achieve maximum results.<br /><br />If you do not perform these simple maintenance routines, you are not following a survival driven code built to thrive, and are not justified in your excuses.<br /><br />Take the initial step of recognizing the steps.... then leap with faith to a decision to change.<br /><br />These messages were brought to you by Aristotle and the Flame.<br /><br />Have a good week =)armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-40093232280903432152012-03-03T19:46:00.003-08:002012-03-03T19:57:58.779-08:00SWAGWas surfing the net this evening and came across videos of this guy named tsim fuckis, who despite having a rare aging disease and being physically deformed- brought so much courage and confidence to the stage with videos of himself rapping and dressed fashionably that it was on the brink of inspirational. (he has passed away now sadly) but Tsim demonstrated charisma despite being physically different that should encourage anyone who ever doubts themselves to take a step back and employ some major perspective to your own reality.<br /><br />Most of us are blessed with good fortune if we take a moment to be grateful for simply being alive.<br /><br />I made this drawing a few days ago for those of you who have not yet seen it:<br /><br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdK9KKgdZ68<br /><br />Copy the link into the URL and check it out! like and comment too please.<br /><br />-The Flamearmychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-73016198004330421522012-02-29T16:59:00.004-08:002012-02-29T17:31:04.791-08:00The HeroesLife often throws us curve balls, and whether you catch them or not, they can spark the most significant changes one has the opportunity of experiencing in a lifetime. <br /><br />One of the greatest influences in my life has been from a pretty unexpected source.... You would think that a CO-OP with a major company, living on your own in an unknown city, and being responsible for everything for the first time would have the biggest impact for someone not even out of college yet.... and yet you would be mistaken. <br /><br />One individual, by the secret code name of fox, has quite aptly, and as cunningly as a fox, influenced me to the point of drawing me out of a defensive shell through her good-willed nature, consistent honesty, and appreciable shrewdness. Fox is the picture of fearlessness and a fountain of youthful energy and truthfulness that makes most people either face up to their own behavior or strive to be more life the fox- fair, honest, and thoughtful.<br /><br />The beginning of our friendship was riffled with tumultuous good-times. I would deliver my most careful sarcasm only to be met with equal candor. This back and forth continued for quite some time until finally enough was enough, and the face off brought the mounting tension and discord to a frenetic crux that taught me one of those lessons that only life can teach...... My barriers subsequently came down, and whether she knows it or not, the course of my life, just as the butterfly flaps its pattern-filled wings and sets into motion the most incredible hurricane, Fox had- through her incredible act of honesty, managed to steer my ship back to course and straight through my own personal storms towards an island of possibilities and life-long happiness.<br /><br />Now, we laugh, joke, and have developed a fantastic camaraderie that has made my experience at my first job significantly more enjoyable. I am thankful daily to have met the fox, and the fox can know that she has effectually altered the course of my destiny.<br /><br />Alas, The greatest influences of ones life are directly proportional to the intensity of the fire that doth cast the shadow. <br /><br />- The flame.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-75748805413442010932012-02-26T18:58:00.003-08:002012-02-26T19:09:55.082-08:00The power of the mindI have embarked on a new journey.... destination=success<br /><br />All that I know is that when TONY Robbins described the golf swing as being millimeters from a successful hit, a chord was struck within me. I recognized how small actions daily over the expanse of several months with a corrected swing could compound and bring about profound and life-changing differences in the quality and quantity of life that each of us can lead.<br /><br />The trick is a combination of time-management, discipline, and clarity.<br /><br />1. First determine some goals<br />2. Then outline what you will do to attain that goal.....<br />3. Schedule exact hours and days that you will work to move forward on your objective....<br />4. Get into the habit of working when you do not feel like it<br />(this may take some practice but until it becomes a habit, you need to face your discomfort and punch it in the stomach.<br />5. Move like the ball being struck a few millimeters differently now on course to the flag poll. Sit back and enjoy stress-free days, huge gains in productivity and happiness, and ultimate success in pretty much everything.<br /><br />I share these principles because they are sound and I hope that they can improve your life as much as they are improving mine. <br /><br />Have a good week<br /><br /><br />- the flamearmychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-49364968693888881662012-01-19T19:07:00.001-08:002012-01-19T19:12:31.984-08:00Republican Debate South CarolinaTonight's debate highlighted important issues of the american economy while quickly running into a 3 way argument between Newt Gingrich, Mitt Romney and Santorum... Cnn even had the camera positioned on only the three of them while maybe 3 or 4 opportunities for Ron Paul to speak were given, at least an hour of time was wasted on the three candidates who brought nothing new to the table, with Santorum going so far as to say Congressman Paul was not pro-life. <br /><br />Such as sad day for America.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-23427583309224671172012-01-15T14:11:00.000-08:002012-01-15T14:17:59.909-08:00Engineer or DieToday i created a budget for the next year and I almost had a heart attack. I also looked at my grades and determined that if I wanted to have a 3.0 GPA by the time I graduate in engineering I would have to make 4.0s in every single class from now on. This means that I will have to be extremely proactive and organized if I want to achieve this level of academic performance. I am very nervous and fretful since i need this in order to progress in life. I will not rest until i make a 3.0 my reality.<br /><br />The journey must start now- I must take the next 4 months to cover as much material that I can to become proficient again in engineering and relearn all of the basics including stress and strain, heat transfer and score of other concepts and applications..... We are talking about having a future or living in poverty.<br /><br />May gods will be with me.<br /><br />-the flamearmychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-17425562382445864432012-01-14T09:16:00.000-08:002012-01-14T09:39:42.756-08:00Ron Paul and my morning of strange events.Today I woke up and heard my carpet rip multiple times before prompting my paroxysms of anger directed at Izzy and Abby. They were happy to irritate me. If you do not already know, Isabelle and Abigail are my two most precious kittens. <br /><br />After i scowled at them I grabbed my Icona Tablet, I did some thorough research into politics, the news, and various cognitive psychology publications. My mind was revved up while my stomach burbbled like a jabberwoky. Making my way to the kitchen I placed a bowl on the table and filled it up with flakes of my favorite special K serial. They say you can loose up to two dress sizes in a week! Well fortunately I had placed 3 dress sizes in my closet, so I would still have one size left when the week was over.<br />The cereal itself was sweet and crunchy. I enjoyed the taste of dried strawberry as much as the flakes of corn. <br /><br />Finishing my tasty breakfast, I was drawn back to bed where I fell back asleep.<br />Now is the interesting part. In my dream I was reading a spell from the inscription of a pair of boxers. The spell apparently was transforming me into a demon. The dream was hyper realistic- so lucid that I could see and feel everything with more clarity then when I am awake. <br /><br />I can attribute this phenomenon to two distinct events. When ever I wake up and keep my mind active and subsequently consume any amount of food, my brain surges with activity, and thus upon entering a rapid transition into REM my brain stays at a high level of awareness that makes my dreams crazy realistic.<br /><br />After my lucid dream, I went to my desk to hook back into the internet where I watched a the debates of the GOP candidates in new Hampshire. I know it was a couple of days ago but lacking standard capable I can only watch the leftovers from YouTube. I found that there was a lot of resentment geared toward congressman Ron Paul of Texas. Though some of his responses rely heavily on the constitution argument, much like Christians rely on the bible for their arguments, his policies would help dampen political corruption in terms of the gradual removal of liberty through guises of war and security. <br /><br />Though he is not a long-term solution, perhaps sending the US of A in a direction that promotes better fiscal and foreign policy is not such a bad idea. And lets face it, the only way you can have security and your freedoms is to accept that shit happens and be united as country and not as a group of rich political pundits.<br />AMEN<br /><br />- the flame.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-9421055989828501882011-12-26T17:20:00.000-08:002011-12-26T17:21:41.424-08:00Convoluted Musings of an Abnegating WhaleThe darkness of the ocean’s water became suffuse with rays of seemingly palpable light. My lugubrious cries yearned to be heard and appreciated from the dark abyss that shrouded me and my family. At the higher planes of my world, schools of fish, teeming with purposeless life, further obscure the light in a quiescent dance soon to imitate swelling paroxysms of guile. I am incredulous for the moment… feelings of ignominious repulsion reprove my conscience and send me floundering to the boroughs of my personal hell. They say these are propitious times to be a fish, if only I were as amenable as a cod.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-7124958188528013142011-06-06T23:24:00.000-07:002011-06-06T23:27:26.907-07:00NootropicsFound an extremely interesting wordpress blog discussing nootropic drinks... Remarkable stuff definitely worth reading- check out <br /><a href="http://www.nootropicdrinks.wordpress.com">www.nootropicdrinks.wordpress.com</a><br />Amazingly well written and highly informative.<br /><br />Been keeping busy with the blog, you know me!<br /><br />Enjoyarmychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-23943886787285581812011-06-03T17:34:00.000-07:002011-06-03T17:43:51.463-07:00At it againToday was pretty exciting. I temporarily became a wizard and casted a few spells. The spells were primarily devling into wiccan and ancient egyptian occult practices... So much for playing it safe. But anyways, I think everything went quite well. I casted spells and had a really fun tims. I have also been spending quite alot of mulla lately which was the impetus for casting money spells as a pseudo-wizard this afternoon. <br /><br />If you must ask, my cats are doing great, izzy and abby are two beautiful tabby and torty cats about 8 months old now. I found them and rescued them not so long ago. Anyways the remainder of this blogggggg will be in comming up with MONEY SPELLS for you to attemtp tonight.<br /><br />I actually made this one up, hope it works.<br /><br />Take a green candle and light it. Sprinkle cinamon around the candle- you can use a plate so as to avoid a big cleanup afterwards. So now that you have a cinamon circle around your candle you must hold in your right hand a wad of money- can be 1 dollar or a bunch of 5s 10s or 20s. TIPPPPP- (use a match to light the candle and leave wood right by the fire) <br />NOW CONCENTRATE INTO THE CANDLE AND SAY!!!!!<br /><br /><br />Infused into my spirit will be, as bright as the light of this fire and tree, money grow and money thrive as ancient spirits conjured alive, enforce my spirit and make it so, all money attracts to (""""insert name"""") as sure as water freezes to snow.<br /><br />And finally blow out the candel and clean everything up.<br /><br />This spell may work to bring you fame, fourtune, luck, monies from lotto tickets, or just out of nowhere happening on something extremely valuable and seeing tons of monies sprinkle into your pockets!<br /><br />YAYAYAYAYAYA.<br /><br /><br />ENJOY and remember, becareful with magic. <br /><br />DK SUPREME CREAM.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-20482806439575956802010-12-30T08:31:00.000-08:002010-12-30T08:31:11.134-08:00The Fresh Dimension<iframe width="480" height="295" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/SLQVvbwQaGs?fs=1" frameborder="0"></iframe><br /><br /><br />The best video in the world.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-47222940993279839532010-12-10T08:13:00.001-08:002010-12-10T08:14:14.660-08:00Crazy news----<br /><br /><br /><br />I tried out the trinka five money spell---- you can find it all over the net and within three days I attracted a crap ton of money....<br />this shit works. its scary.<br /><br /><br /><br />PEACE.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-61965643581347602922010-10-25T11:33:00.001-07:002010-10-25T11:33:23.732-07:00Prioritization<br /><br />In order to prioritize intelligently, we need a method that tells us how to evaluate projects in terms of their overall importance. Which projects will help us achieve our objectives most efficiently?<br /><br />CARVER<br /><br />A key component of military strategy is selecting the most important targets to attack. But how do you know which targets are the most important? Centuries of warfare have provided us with a reasonably intelligent answer.<br /><br />CARVER is an acronym for a military method of target selection. CARVER stands for Criticality, Accessibility, Return (or Recuperability), Vulnerability, Effect, and Recognizability. I’ll explain what these are in a moment.<br /><br />For every potential target, we assign a value of 1 (lowest) to 5 (highest) for each CARVER factor, thereby creating a CARVER matrix. Then by summing the six CARVER values, we can calculate a total score for each target, and those scores represent the targets’ relative prioritization. The higher the CARVER score, the more “important” a target becomes.<br /><br />Now lets explore the six CARVER factors, and consider how we can apply them to personal projects.<br /><br />Criticality. How critical is the target with respect to the main objective? Will it move you significantly closer to your goal, or is it a relatively puny and insignificant item? A low criticality project might be cleaning out your garage. It would be nice to do, but it’s probably not going to make that much difference in your life.<br /><br />Accessibility. Can you actually reach the target, or is it so well defended that attacking it directly is impossible? Do you have the means to tackle this project immediately, or does it have prerequisites? Starting a new business might not be very accessible if you work long hours and are living paycheck to paycheck, but asking for a promotion may be very accessible.<br /><br />Return. In military operations the term Recuperability is used here, referring to how quickly the enemy can recover from the destruction of the target. There’s little point in attacking a target that can be rebuilt or replaced with minimal effort. For personal effectiveness we’ll use Return instead. How great is the expected return on your commitment of resources? Developing a new passive income stream may yield a significant return, while watching the news may yield virtually none.<br /><br />Vulnerability. How vulnerable is the target? What amount of resources will be required to take it out? How vulnerable are the projects you’re considering? A one-day project will score a high vulnerability rating, while a six-month project will score much lower. Similarly, an inexpensive project is more vulnerable than an expensive one.<br /><br />Effect. If you successfully destroy the target, how widespread will the impact be? If you successfully complete your project, what effect will it have on your life as well as the lives of others? Writing a best-selling book may have a significant effect, while completing your tax return will have very little effect.<br /><br />Recognizability. Can we see the target well enough to attack it, or is it highly camouflaged or mobile? Is your project crystal clear or totally fuzzy? How easy is it to recognize the steps necessary to complete the project? Have you completed this type of project before, or will you have to figure out the steps as you go along? Clear goals with clear steps will score higher on recognizability than foggy goals with unclear steps.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-45925878331243594332010-10-09T16:40:00.001-07:002010-10-09T16:41:20.850-07:00NEW SONGGGGGMy bro just uploaded a version of The New Regime's "Remission of Guilt" for their remix contest. Go check it here, and please vote for him! Thanks, and let me know what you think of the track. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />http://remix.thenewregime.com/4armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-11004314960464126692010-03-02T07:57:00.000-08:002010-03-02T08:15:40.533-08:00THE SEARCH FOR POWER<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_MqigaHgWqNY/S405qMlGOAI/AAAAAAAAAEw/gmW4Jqv-LAQ/s1600-h/arnold-schwarzenegger.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 238px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_MqigaHgWqNY/S405qMlGOAI/AAAAAAAAAEw/gmW4Jqv-LAQ/s320/arnold-schwarzenegger.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444070921654908930" /></a><br />Have you ever thought about your muscles? Looking down at each arm and forearm and hearing your innervoice say: wow, I look powerful, I look strong!? Bodybuilding is a form of excercise that can make you feel and look better and be stronger. Since physical size is often placed with people of great power and athletic prowess, we can safely say that the want of big muscles is something anyone who wishes to wield power must also have. Train hard, and train long, for in the end, only once you carry 70 pounds of raw muscles on your frame will you truely feel the power coarsing through your body and feuling your will to accomplish and succeed.<br /><br /><br /><br />Now take many women who genetically cannot hold as much muscle on their frames without the assistance of powerful steroids or supplements. These women will not wield as much power as men unless they play twofold with their personalities. Here we have a woman who stands beofre us with a small frame but a large booming voice and a threatening tone. With control of ones emotions: one can also weild the great simitar of power. The woman of power has dark and deep eyes, with a coldness that sends chills down the spine of anyone set on staring into those devil eggs. She must tend to her ego daily- and grow its roots deep into her lymbic system. She must not stand down and often must put herself in danger's way.<br /><br />The man of power can been calm and gracious- but if lacking in physical size, must breed a very rigid personality/emotional state. The emotions must be in full control and all thoughts must remain rational.<br />In order to negate the effects of a small voice or small frame, the small man must be like the small woman seeking power.<br /><br />Finally, if one possess the giant stature of a greek god- the muscular display of apollo holding up the earth, or the brooding shoulders of the increadible hulk, then personality can be left unmolded by the shackles of suppressive emotion... We are at liberty to rule with humor rather then pain. <br /><br />In conclusion, developing a solid and strong body is essential for those who wish more than anything to preserve their emotional liberty, else they must place chains upon all fearful emotions, and become like machines in order to step in to the circle of power and play games with the great fish of success.<br /><br />Thanks and we wish you a merry year of power. <br /><br />Love<br />John the Iron Plow.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-59349364424427831582009-12-06T10:59:00.001-08:002009-12-06T10:59:56.630-08:00EVERQUESTYJeremy wore his gold armor across his chest and shoulders and bore into the sand with heavy metallic boots. The young Warlock was only visiting his neighbors’ castle and yet he felt a titillating yearning to own it. The Warlock is much like a princely mage, obsessed with power and yet goaded by magic. The poor beast of a man could not stop wanting and lusting over everything that he laid his eye upon. There was something more to it, something unspoken between Mages and Warlocks alike which made it impossible to make any dealings with them. They would look only at your pockets before agreeing to even consider speaking with you. 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It is sure fire and I have benefited immensely from using 2 of the reviewed programs!Go to them now! <span style="font-weight:bold;"></span><br /><a href="http://www.peppertan.com">www.peppertan.com<br /></a>exclusive offers!armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-77109471974447092032009-04-21T13:01:00.000-07:002009-04-21T13:19:59.262-07:00UpdateIve been working diligently the last couple of weeks. My classes have been getting harder. This post serves a few purposes- namely, to give you a sense of how my english class has contributed to my changing self-narrative, perceptions and assertions. <br />In the beginning of the year, I wrote an informal introductury essay which made me reflect upon my own evoloving view of the self over the expance of my life. How I never realized my potential until I turned 16.<br />Now when I think over the course of even the last few months, my trials have turned my perceptions into something very different. I have generated a new paradigm, a schema of reality which has shifted very far from what it was only a few short months ago. Every detail of our lives changes who we are. Every whim and fleeting thought changes our cognitive physiology. And thus, I will begin by recounting a little about what we are doing in english class right now.<br />We were assigned an essay project where we assume the role of writer for the discourse community of our majors, mine being that of mechanical engineering. I initially thought this would be a cakewalk, but to my surprise I found hours of countless hours spent in the library pondering and reflecting topics to write about. My personal writers voice is largely literary, and I have little experience in scientific writing outside of lab-repots for chemistry and material science. Writing on thermodynamics, motion, and aerodynamics... even manufacturing processes is a monumental task and very draining. This has given me knew appreciation for the works of the millions of engineers before me, the volumes of books in the library which individuals have dwelled upon to produce knowledge out of their grappling and inquisitive minds. I was non-the-less intrigued, and very dreadful for the task and future which I know awaits me in this field. If I could only force my neurons to swallow a fraction of the lore in these books I would be very pleased. Alas, we are limited as nature had not- or had intended. <br />The paper which I must complete for this assigment will span 8-10 pages and I must argue some controversy in my field. This ofcourse is difficult as I must re-affirm. I have pondered many hours and am looking to some escape before I loose my sanity, if it has not already fled. <br />Thus ends my update, and there are more to come in the near future.armychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6759637058513455991.post-25364411957887103952009-03-27T03:39:00.000-07:002009-03-27T03:42:04.647-07:00wow!I'm pretty much really tired write now... Ive stayed up all night to complete an english paper... and I think the paper sucks, but hey, Im so tired right now, that it seriously does not matter. I bet this writing does not make much sense either cause I am so out of it and hungry! GOD i went out with bethany last night and she treated me but I didnt order enough... and then I went hugry. I feel dumbness prevading everything. It is permeating!@$#!@$@!#$@#$!@#$ 1234 bLAHALAHLAHLAHLAHLAarmychild2008http://www.blogger.com/profile/10053317755134154184noreply@blogger.com0